soopastryheart

Never have I ever felt more ashamed of my behavior than I have in the past week. I acted selfishly, convinced myself of things I never thought I could, and became dangerously close to becoming a despicable human being.

I never thought I was the type of person who could be so stubborn and indignant and resentful. But pride isn’t worth it when you’re hurting those who matter most.

If there were ever a redeeming factor to this terrible week, it’s that once again, I am reminded of how truly blessed I am to be surrounded with so much love and forgiveness.

And that no matter how much I think I may have figured out, there’s still so much I have yet to learn.